Conventional Insanity

Jun 02

sweetscottishcherub replied to your post: sweetscottishcherub replied to your post:…

yup

It’s all a matter of getting my parents to let me…

sweetscottishcherub replied to your post: sweetscottishcherub replied to your post: I’m…

i’m clinically depressed. let’s just eat chocolate and cry.

I think I seriously need to take a trip to Irving and Denton ASAP

sweetscottishcherub replied to your post: I’m Really Broken

welcome to the wide world of alyssa gray

I’m homesick at “home”

I’m Really Broken

It actually hurts to smile.

That’s never happened like this before.

I Need To Get Back To Denton

I can’t stay in Austin.

It hurts more and more each day, and I finally figured out why.

In Denton, I was getting somewhere.  I was finding my place in the world.  I was finding love.  I was becoming an adult.  I was becoming self dependent.

In Austin, I feel that I’m moving backwards.  I’m losing my place in the world.  I can’t find love here.  I’m going back to being a kid.  I no longer am self dependent.

In Denton, I’m away from the tortures that were holding me in Austin.

In Denton, my family didn’t fight.  In Denton, I was becoming a true composer.  In Denton, I could start a deeper connection with someone.  In Denton, I honestly felt like an adult for the first time.

In Denton, I’m home.

I’m a Secret Emotional Mess

Jun 01

meiloslyther replied to your post: The Gay Grandson Dilemma

The more you worry yourself about it, the worse it gets. From personal experience, getting it off your chest is so much of a reward that it almost doesn’t matter what the reaction is. Although, a good reaction is best, but I digress. Just do it, bro!

I think I’m gonna wait for after the graduation ceremony tomorrow night, just in case.

Yes, I have a habit of doing public replies instead of private.

I regret nothing.

perfectlymichie asked: OMG YESS! I love you already x jk jk :P but you're pretty awesome, and if you have some I'm jealous..

I totally just ate some before getting on my computer!  It was cherry pomegranate flavored!  It had fruit on the bottom!  SO GOOD.

perfectlymichie asked: That's good

yyyyyyep!

You know what else is good? Greek yogurt, mmmmmm.